Last Friday, the husband and I drive through the two prospective school for our daughter. And as I look inside from the outside I got this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Oh yes, I wanted to let her out of the world, to remove the protective shield that I have put around him ever since she was born but I felt dreadful. I keep on thinking if she is ready to tackle the real world wherein she have to fight her own battles and I would not be on the front row anymore to watch and defend her. It really is hard but I have to prepare her. I cannot always be this protective. Lord, please guide me on this very important decision again. I know you will be with us as we take another step forward. Thank you Lord!