My last flare has brought me so much realization. And it made me re assessed my lifestyle. You might see the difference because I am blogging less and spending less time online. I only set aside around one to two hours in front of the computer. It would be an exception if I got tons of online job and wanted to finished everything in one sitting. But while I am online there will always be a nagging feeling of guilt that I am not taking care of the little girl while on the computer. Something that I told myself to stop doing. You see, computer and the internet have been an additional distraction to mommies, right? In the past, there is not internet so our moms spend more time with us, agree? So, when there is no work I try to stay away from the computer. And it’s much better.
I even spend time outdoors. Maybe, I am also getting tired of sitting on my chair and typing out words in the monitor so I felt much better if during the mornings I have my walk. This morning the little girl and I went to the park. I get to appreciate the garden and the air that I was able to breath. Seems like it energized my body! And the little girl? Well, when we went home she was hungry that she finished one pack of Fita biscuit. haha.
Even though I wanted to spend more time online, my schedule now is limited. What will the little girl going to school and so assignments should follow. Also, I have to set a one hour study time with her. No computer, no tv. Just me and her on a one on one study session. It’s a requirement in KUMON. Though Anevay would only spend around ten minutes on her worksheet, I would follow through by making her trace some letters in her book. This way she can learn how to write. And then I would try incorporating play with learning especially when it comes to counting numbers.
I have been spending less time online and I have accomplished a lot offline. And it made me feel a lot more accomplished as a mother, wife and home maker. It also showed me the exact purpose of why I choose to be a Stay at home mom. That is taking care of my top most priority – my family. And i feel so blessed that even though I spend less time I still have my online earning. I think the secret is scheduling!







